Fuckin' BORED! CB Hate this feelin'

I am so damn bored that am findin' everything I can do to pass moi time incl. doing this super retard thing!

GO AHEAD n LUFF! Actualli I look ok la. LOL! Do your here: http://dovehairtherapy.com.sg/

I even change moi nail polish color. Did french manicure. Boy! Too long din do this kinda things abit weak man. I repaint like 3 times. :( FYI! Moi cam is spoil, so won't be snappin' unnecessary fotos. Unless I get an adv. bdae pressie. Yawns.

Actualli lots of things happened recentli. Jus that I din realli blog it out cos I din wan to and was kinda lazy cum ill u get wat I meant. Jus some things frm the past keep comin' into moi head recentli. So mani, tears jus roll dwn moi eyes when am on the bed lyin' dwn tryin' to slp. I admit I cry. N is realli felt sad I dunno y. Prob am sick n moi brain is going GOO GOO or its the medi or the AMULET found underneath moi bed or jus I dunno.

I think to moiself, am nt tryin to b EMO or wat la. But is jus in all the r/s I've been through, what the f is exactli I wan? I realli dunno. Even I dun like the person I still can b w the person. Weird eh. I admit moi eye gt prob. Got shit or stamp. But its jus that in life, r we meant to be bounded by rules, integrity, believes, speech, culture and mani more.. I mean yesh, if we r committed or haf the duty/responsibility to do certain things but, r we happi? I am a mess in moi life, I admit. I seen so much thing, smetimes, I feel am expectin' or demandin' smething, but nthing happens. I realli feel lost at times. (DAMN SHLD B THE MEDI MAKIN' MOI TINK ALL THESE!)

Well, I jus found out I miss a certain person, but well, things has been over or done w. I mean its abnormal for moi to miss smeone la. Cos I usualli f care. But again. watever the case, I jus enjoy n look forward. I mean, I am nt a perfect as in I make mistakes, but well, as I go on, I learn to accept n change la. Tryin' to change still, I moiself dun like moi current emo n stuff. But well, times makes a person beta n wiser eh.

I've been so bored todae am readin' other ppl's blog. Gees. AM MAD alreadi. Am reading even those I din read b4. KPO la. nth to do so find other ppl to give moi some slight entertainment la.

And again. I wonder who reads moi blog. SIGHS~ mayb moi onli. :( -____________-"

I can sae moi readership has increased la, GOD KNOWS WHY?

Am am going to revamp moi blog alil today. Gonna remove the wallpaper, as it distract sme font frm readin'. YA LA put so long than discover. Well I SONG I PUT cos it turns out fine in moi brower. BLEAH~

Need to THINK! Hw to attract moi readership. I need to find a new job. Well, sae for 2 yrs le, still no one wanna recommend moi. DAMN! All readers like c moi words transparent one. SOB!

O ya. FYI for the Chioeves whoever. CAN YOU UPDATE MOI DAMN PROFILE NOT! Bloodi hell that foto damn old skool la. http://blog.chioeves.com/2006/06/10/xiao_jpg/

Ok. Again. I din post this mutherfuckin vidx up b4. Anyway smeone was kind enuff to edit all to moi scene onli. GO AHEAD LAUGH!




It was yrs back. I shall nt sae. GOD!

Sigh~ Think moi fun daes in Cambo is over. :( So wanna go back SG. Well, in a couple of days still.

BORDERM KILLS!